OurI used to be aloneAs I watched you from over thereBut yet here I amNow I'm with you standing hereOthers wished to be with youThey wanted to hold your handBut yet here I amGiving you the attention you solely demandI used to stand in the dark cornerI used to wish that you were mineBut yet here I amOut of the shadows that had me confinedThe others will keep pleadingBegging for your heartBut yet you said noBecause you said I don't want us to partThey want to split us upAnd to go our separate waysBut yet here I amHere to love you another day
BlissMakes me wholeEngulfs me in its blissMakes me wanting moreBecause I won't settle for lessI won't settle for a little tasteOr the slight thrill that'll barely excite meI want to forever dwell in itDrowning until it fills my body'Cause it's more, much more addictiveThan any other drug you seenI can't stop itIt's got me acting like a fiendI can't push it undergroundThis sense of elationI can never try, no dare to even dreamTo break this fixationI know it looks wrongBut it just feels so rightTo be drawn in by your words of substanceAnd taken in by the gaze of your sightMy antidrug named blissYou will be the death of meYes you and only youWill suck the everlasting life out of me
Those 3 Famous WordsYou start to get chillsIn the back of your spineAs you come into contact with the villainWho puts the fear in your eyesYou proceed to pinch yourselfBut this ain't no dream sweetheartIt's more like those high school playsWhere you get to play the partOf damsel in distressOnly this isn't your regular fairy tale storyThere is no knight in shining armorThere is no happy ending for you & for meNo one's coming for youNo one will hear your desperate pleasSo you must know by nowThat it's useless to say those three famous words: SAVE ME PLEASE!!!
AggressorI'll let you slideGo ahead & hideI'll count to tenBefore life fades from your eyesSmile, I'm giving you what you wantI'm giving you the freedom you once foughtSo close your eyesI'm giving you the eternal slumber you once soughtMy demented smileMy passion to defileMy obsession to take heedOf your soft moans and criesTo me it's child's playA pleasant way to grow dim the new dayTo watch your innocent face twist in plightFrom the floor in which you layPushed to the edgeNo room for tranquility in my headNo way to violate the aggression with your peaceOr to stop the madness I've been force fedIt's the one thing I can giveYour silent screams I put up to bidIt's the only reason
no you're the only reasonWhy I want to live
Feels So GoodTo me it felt so goodTo be forever trapped in your eyesTo me it felt so wonderfulTo be forever engrossed by your guiseTo me it felt so goodTo have your undivided attentionTo me it felt so good to quell the flamesOf your fiery insurrectionTo me it felt so goodTo kidnap your innocenceKeep it for myselfAnd make the angels cry while looking back from their fenceTo me it felt so goodTo say that I could forever make you mineEven when the odds were stacked against me& I was nearing the end of timeTo me it felt so goodTo be pierced by the 3 words I forever keep jabbed in my heartTo me it felt so goodThat I can keep reliving this curious sense of pain right from the startHowever this is not the caseAnd the truth is I would love for us to be together like we shouldBut I wished I got to knowIf the same feelings I have for you made you feel good.
Why I Dream...A sense of hysteria I cannot try to containA remnant of hushed wordsThat's hard to detainShadows in my heart Turned into nightmaresA gift of realizingWhy is it I'm scaredThoughts of the dayThat repeats in my mindThe key for the doorIn which I can never findWarm, happy memoriesThat came from cold, dark chambersNew reasons of regretFrom old feelings that lingersA better reasonTo start sleepingA place to goAfter I finish weepingI am always guided by idealsOr never tied by reality by its seamsThis is my constitution, my law, my way of lifeThis is the proof of why I dream
RotationI wrote a poemIt started as thoughtsThoughts turned into lettersLetters turned into wordsWords turned into sentencesSentences turned into versesVerses into feelingsFeelings into touchTouch turned into loveLove turned into you and meAnd became weWe became us foreverForever lasted a few monthsMonths turned into yearsYears into tearsTears into madnessMadness into bulletsBullets into bloodBlood from meThat used to be usBut is now you and meFrom the loveThat was from touchThat touch was from feelingsFeeling from versesVerses from sentencesSentences from wordsAnd words that turned to my last letter